Freitag, 15. Juni 2007
I'm baaaaaaaaaaaack
Ok, so it's only been a year and a month since I've written in here. Still not much to say, except... well, nothing. It's been so long I've fallen out of contact with just about everyone I talked to when I created this thing. I, of course, blame myself completely for that (as well as a lot of other stupid things I let happen before my ex and I broke up). But, things are different now. Single for the past year and a half or so, and coming along quite nicely. :-)
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*points to icon* so i see. XD
Well, personally, I'm really glad you've decide to take up LJ'ing again.If you don't know what to say here, why don't you talk about these "stupid things" you did before you and your ex broke up, heh, heh, heh... You know, gossip is always welcome. Especially when I can make fun of you! *eg*I love your monkey icon! Too cute! Is that what you look like when you're not wearing a spiffy suit? LOL!WHEN ARE YOU GOING TO DIE YOUR HAIR???
If I can find the time and energy to do it, I'll try to keep it up regularly. Last time I wrote in any sort of journal was last year, and that was more like one of those "nobody will ever see this" kind of things.It wasn't really a bunch of stupid things, but a few big ones. I felt like I had to spend every waking moment with her, which meant I was spending almost no time with my family. I don't blame myself completely for that, though. She's a very manipulative person.That's pretty much what I always look like on the inside. I'll get around to bleaching my hair soon, but you can go herehttp://members.fortunecity.de/lilah2603/harry_potter_fans/ellis.htmland see what I look like with bright red hair, if you want something to hold you over until then.
I also have a "nobody will ever see this" kind of journal, although I don't really update it regularly. It was supposed to be a journal for my RL friends, but none of them are really into computer stuff... Anyway, I still haven't lost hope. And I really like it, too - as in, it's pretty :) . It's a DeadJournal.Hey, maybe one day you can show me your useless journal and I'll show you mine!She's a very manipulative person.Yeah, it's hard when you're in relationships like that. I am sort of an overly-independent girlfriend, so I've generally bailed at the first sign of possessiveness in the past. But independence can be bad when it's taken to the extreme, too, just like possessiveness. Right now, for example, I'm with my boyfriend of almost 7 years, but we're so independent from each other, we've actually grown apart. We're going through a crisis right now, trying to decide what the future of our relationship is. We're not fighting - we're actually really good friends. But that's the problem: it seems like now we're JUST friends.[/boring rant about my love live]So, I LOVE YOUR RED HAIR!!! You know what's funny? Right before I began dying my hair pink and brown like I have it now, I was dying it red, like you! What a coincidence! Or is it???
Mine was a physical journal. I used it during a two week period when I was really angry over some stuff regarding my love life. I got a lot less angry after I vented in my journal (and after I realized that I could have stopped an entire sequence of events that led up to me being angry in the first place) before it even started. Then it somehow ended up in my trunk, and when Ifound it later on, I read through it and realized I was acting like an ass, so I threw it away. lolThat really sucks about you and your boyfriend. I think the only up side to that is your overly-independent nature is going to make a psychiatrist a lot of money one day. lol I'm sorry to make a joke about it, but that's my nature. If someone's in a bad way mentally, Igo for the bad joke and weak laugh. It's my specialty.You're hair used to be that color? It's a sign... a sigan that we both like that color red. ;-)
Hmmm...been a long time coming EllisAnd no way have you lost contact with ppls, I can think of at least two that are still around :) and I have no doubt there are many others.Can't quite go with the HP thing tho :P
You'd be able to get into the HP thing if you had just a wee bit more taste in literature. ;-)The people I talk to these days aren't the ones I used to know. I went over my old ICQ list a week or so ago, and Ionly keep in touch with 2 or 3 of the 60+ people on there.
*taps screen* listen up!!! I have amazing taste in literature, J R R Tolkien suddenly springs to mind :P And hey just remember I have lots of bits of paper saying I passed loads of Eng Lit exams heh!Aside from the above, then each to their own ;) *wanders off dreaming of elves*
Tolkein is boring. ;-)I tried to read The Hobbitt when I was and 12 or so and couldn't get into it to save my life. I might try to read the LotR trilogy one day, though.
Nobody can resist touching the monkey, Rach. You know you've been dying to do so ever since you were presented with it. ;-)
... and I can't keep my eyes open ... and it's ALL YOUR FAULT!!!!!
Mm-hmm, yep... all me. I was so evil, using my hypnotic powers to make you talk to me last night.
And everyone knows hypnotic powers are only meant to be used for good. You're abusing them. SOmeone will be very angry !!!
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